By: Reham Essam
Time passed in a blink of an eye, make the most of every moment of it before the years fleeted. You have so much time in your hand, time seems to speed up, and it just goes so fast. There is a moment in your life where you stop hoping to be older and start hoping to be younger. In your twenties, you wish to grow up and people think you are older than you may seem and then comes a moment and you discover that you wish completely the opposite, some people reach this level at the age of thirty or a little older.
On my thirty birthday party, I profoundly looked at my life before to discover the things below and just in case you feel the same know that you are not alone :-
When you find that the number of friends you can speak with at any time to see them at the moment is less.
You discover that these excess fats no longer disappear as easily as before.
Midnight becomes late when it used to be the time for your calls to prepare for an outing.
You have a good culture for vaccines, their effects and side effects, and you have a preferred medicine for every pain that visits you regularly.
Realize that a friend is not fighting against your enemies, but who forgives you and does not quarrel with you and easily becomes your enemy.
Doctors are closer to you than some friends, and they may more than know "How are you now?"
You start most of your stories with "from 15 years ago" and you seem recalling every details about them all.
The routine of your social life is stuck between going to weddings and then a consolation and you became aware that the importance of going to solace is much greater than going for joys.
You hear stories that you think are just happening to others, unfortunately they happen to your close friends and guess what! You are included.
Your feelings in surprises dramatically started to decline and your voice during crisis started to fade away. You are no longer expecting justice from the world, but when an error occurs in the universe and the oppressed takes his right or the oppressor is punished you smile, but you do not expect the continuity of this random error.
Driving has become a curse, your love to take a ride with your car day and night to discover the city's secrets come to its end, while the terrifying nightmare is a work meeting forcing you to take the ring or Axis or October Bridge at peak hours.
You believe less and doubt more, you blow in your yogurt after you had been burned by hot soup many times before.
The worst part is the dreams, when they turned from dreams of flying into escapism. The desire to gain something turned to be that feeling of fear to lose what you already have, also your dreams to meet your beloved burned to ashes and you started to think to meet those under the dust.
These thoughts came usually before the New Year began, and the memory of your birth raises a new question after it was the key to more choices.
You are talking to yourself that you are not here to resist or fight with years, but something like eternal battle deep inside you, still fighting.
Time passed in a blink of an eye, make the most of every moment of it before the years fleeted. You have so much time in your hand, time seems to speed up, and it just goes so fast. There is a moment in your life where you stop hoping to be older and start hoping to be younger. In your twenties, you wish to grow up and people think you are older than you may seem and then comes a moment and you discover that you wish completely the opposite, some people reach this level at the age of thirty or a little older.
On my thirty birthday party, I profoundly looked at my life before to discover the things below and just in case you feel the same know that you are not alone :-
When you find that the number of friends you can speak with at any time to see them at the moment is less.
You discover that these excess fats no longer disappear as easily as before.
Midnight becomes late when it used to be the time for your calls to prepare for an outing.
You have a good culture for vaccines, their effects and side effects, and you have a preferred medicine for every pain that visits you regularly.
Realize that a friend is not fighting against your enemies, but who forgives you and does not quarrel with you and easily becomes your enemy.
Doctors are closer to you than some friends, and they may more than know "How are you now?"
You start most of your stories with "from 15 years ago" and you seem recalling every details about them all.
The routine of your social life is stuck between going to weddings and then a consolation and you became aware that the importance of going to solace is much greater than going for joys.
You hear stories that you think are just happening to others, unfortunately they happen to your close friends and guess what! You are included.
Your feelings in surprises dramatically started to decline and your voice during crisis started to fade away. You are no longer expecting justice from the world, but when an error occurs in the universe and the oppressed takes his right or the oppressor is punished you smile, but you do not expect the continuity of this random error.
Driving has become a curse, your love to take a ride with your car day and night to discover the city's secrets come to its end, while the terrifying nightmare is a work meeting forcing you to take the ring or Axis or October Bridge at peak hours.
You believe less and doubt more, you blow in your yogurt after you had been burned by hot soup many times before.
The worst part is the dreams, when they turned from dreams of flying into escapism. The desire to gain something turned to be that feeling of fear to lose what you already have, also your dreams to meet your beloved burned to ashes and you started to think to meet those under the dust.
These thoughts came usually before the New Year began, and the memory of your birth raises a new question after it was the key to more choices.
You are talking to yourself that you are not here to resist or fight with years, but something like eternal battle deep inside you, still fighting.
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